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This is how I spent the last Saturday of August 2014 — car rides in the afternoon while holding hands never gets old.

He + She

This is how I spent the last Saturday of August 2014 โ€” car rides in the afternoon while holding hands never gets old.

Posted: August 30, 2014 with 10 notes
Under: iphoneography, vscocam, 2014, jcd, August,

The Best Friday Of 2014

Hey guys! So it’s been a while since I last had a blog update cause I’ve been too busy with my band and school stuff. I need to pull my grades on my majors cause I’m in a deliks situation. Although, I know how to balance everything. I just lack focus and I forget to prioritize certain things at some point.

Three weeks ago, things got the shittiest since I realized that people could actually leave you at your peak of your feelings with them. They could get you in your highest highs just so they could bring you on your lowest lows. And I am not only pertaining to my last post, but with friendship also.

As the cliche saying goes, people come and go. Apparently, I have gotten over it for like a day or something. You see, if there’s one major technique I’ve learned about getting over, I guess it has got to be this : Think and focus your attention on what you wanna achieve & what you’ve already got, not about what you haven’t or what has gone away.

I hope that helped. I lost some friends along my college life. Judas’ crime, for Christ’s fucking sake. Whatever, I’m happy with my life anyway. Yeah, people may come and go, but better people will come into your life and stay. For good. ๐Ÿ˜‰ And to prove that I really am happy…. Here are the highlights for the past few weeks!

HIGHLIGHTS! (PS go on Friday)

My weekdays (a couple of weeks ago) were all filled with lunch and afternoon dates at Mendiola, HOHOLS with my highschool friends, night drives to Lawton, and the best : Sisig sessions with my coolest college friends.

Last week was also filled with HOHOLS and procrastination sessions. Not to mention… Dates and surprises.

We played at the BRF Bar Tour last Friday night at BKB at West Avenue. Great bands played and it actually started late. So there’s this guy whom I’ve been going out with for the past few weeks and he knows that I love surprises. His cousin kept on asking me questions about my gig and in that time, I knew (fine, let’s just hide his name under JCo) JCo wasn’t really on his best condition since he was sick for like 4 days. Then the band before us played and I was hanging outside the bar with some of my bandmates and then JCo called. He said that he’s in front of the bar already.

I was all like holy shit.

A white, two-door, hatchback car parked in front of the bar and he rolled his windows down and smiled shyly because my bandmates saw him. God knows how hard my heart pumped to its beat like a mad drummer when I saw him. And the butterflies. Wow. Every giddy feeling I’ve ever felt on all my relationships just went on a reset and so it felt like it was the first time. He was with his cousin, and they came inside the bar. I introduced him to some of my friends. I have never introduced any guy personally to my bandmates before. So our set is on and the fact that he surprised me still can’t get out of my mind when we performed. I just can’t stop smiling, it was the best night. They were cheering for me at the bar and our set ended. He hugged me and told me that I did great and I sounded good. We watched the band next to ours play and then we got inside the car. It was already 1 AM and I was famished as fuck. I don’t know if he’s a mind reader but he asked me where I wanna eat. I was hungry but I couldn’t pin-point where I wanna eat. Anything will do. So he chose to eat at Yellowcab. We spent time chit-chatting. Till JCo told his cousin that he’s courting me. I laughed because I really thought that he was joking back to the night when he was talking about us while driving me home. I. Can’t. Stop. Blushing.

We couldn’t finish the whole pizza but the pasta. Full as a Nokia battery and we were good to go. We dropped his cousin off his crib.

I closed my eyes for a while at Quezon City. I felt his lips on my forehead while I was half-asleep on the passenger’s seat opposing the window. I opened my eyes and I was near home already.

I got outside of his car but before that, the lights were flashing in the dark. I stared down at my lap but I could see him in my peripheral. I said “good night” as he held the back of my hand. His mouth was half-open, he uttered “I lโ€””

"I’ll miss you."

And he stole a kiss on my left cheek.

The Best Friday Of 2014

Hey guys! So it’s been a while since I last had a blog update cause I’ve been too busy with my band and school stuff. I need to pull my grades on my majors cause I’m in a deliks situation. Although, I know how to balance everything. I just lack focus and I forget to prioritize certain things at some point.

Three weeks ago, things got the shittiest since I realized that people could actually leave you at your peak of your feelings with them. They could get you in your highest highs just so they could bring you on your lowest lows. And I am not only pertaining to my last post, but with friendship also.

As the cliche saying goes, people come and go. Apparently, I have gotten over it for like a day or something. You see, if there’s one major technique I’ve learned about getting over, I guess it has got to be this : Think and focus your attention on what you wanna achieve & what you’ve already got, not about what you haven’t or what has gone away.

I hope that helped. I lost some friends along my college life. Judas’ crime, for Christ’s fucking sake. Whatever, I’m happy with my life anyway. Yeah, people may come and go, but better people will come into your life and stay. For good. ๐Ÿ˜‰ And to prove that I really am happy…. Here are the highlights for the past few weeks!

HIGHLIGHTS! (PS go on Friday)

My weekdays (a couple of weeks ago) were all filled with lunch and afternoon dates at Mendiola, HOHOLS with my highschool friends, night drives to Lawton, and the best : Sisig sessions with my coolest college friends.

Last week was also filled with HOHOLS and procrastination sessions. Not to mention… Dates and surprises.

We played at the BRF Bar Tour last Friday night at BKB at West Avenue. Great bands played and it actually started late. So there’s this guy whom I’ve been going out with for the past few weeks and he knows that I love surprises. His cousin kept on asking me questions about my gig and in that time, I knew (fine, let’s just hide his name under JCo) JCo wasn’t really on his best condition since he was sick for like 4 days. Then the band before us played and I was hanging outside the bar with some of my bandmates and then JCo called. He said that he’s in front of the bar already.

I was all like holy shit.

A white, two-door, hatchback car parked in front of the bar and he rolled his windows down and smiled shyly because my bandmates saw him. God knows how hard my heart pumped to its beat like a mad drummer when I saw him. And the butterflies. Wow. Every giddy feeling I’ve ever felt on all my relationships just went on a reset and so it felt like it was the first time. He was with his cousin, and they came inside the bar. I introduced him to some of my friends. I have never introduced any guy personally to my bandmates before. So our set is on and the fact that he surprised me still can’t get out of my mind when we performed. I just can’t stop smiling, it was the best night. They were cheering for me at the bar and our set ended. He hugged me and told me that I did great and I sounded good. We watched the band next to ours play and then we got inside the car. It was already 1 AM and I was famished as fuck. I don’t know if he’s a mind reader but he asked me where I wanna eat. I was hungry but I couldn’t pin-point where I wanna eat. Anything will do. So he chose to eat at Yellowcab. We spent time chit-chatting. Till JCo told his cousin that he’s courting me. I laughed because I really thought that he was joking back to the night when he was talking about us while driving me home. I. Can’t. Stop. Blushing.

We couldn’t finish the whole pizza but the pasta. Full as a Nokia battery and we were good to go. We dropped his cousin off his crib.

I closed my eyes for a while at Quezon City. I felt his lips on my forehead while I was half-asleep on the passenger’s seat opposing the window. I opened my eyes and I was near home already.

I got outside of his car but before that, the lights were flashing in the dark. I stared down at my lap but I could see him in my peripheral. I said “good night” as he held the back of my hand. His mouth was half-open, he uttered “I lโ€””

"I’ll miss you."

And he stole a kiss on my left cheek.

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Posted: August 24, 2014 with 22 notes
Under: august, 2014, jcd,
๐Ÿ’ฃ #vscocam  (at Robinson’s Ermita, Manila)

๐Ÿ’ฃ #vscocam (at Robinson’s Ermita, Manila)

Posted: August 20, 2014 with 4 notes
Under: vscocam,

Photo Clues

Remember my post about having myself get a little too caught up with someone who doesn’t even like me back? Well, turns out, if you focus more on what’s going on with your own life instead of stalking someone you don’t even know personally on Twitter, and mind other people and give them a shot, it goes great.

It was a Thursday and my friend and I encountered a sudden mishap concerning my money when we were ordering stuff at Tupperware for our Marketing subject. It’s actually a long story about finding who took my money when my friend was waiting in line. So to make the long story short, we found who took my money via CCTV. The manager reviewed it and luckily, the lady (who took my money) was still there. So yeah she gave it back lol I mean, LOL kailan nagsinungaling ang CCTV? Hahahaha.

And then I received a call. A call from someone. An unexpected call. A call from a guy who’s been asking me out since God knows when.

I didn’t like him.

I honestly never thought that we would actually go out. It was on the spot and I didn’t wanna go home that early so there’s no choice left for me but to have dinner with someone I don’t really wanna go out with. I didn’t really like him at first because of the things that I’ve been hearing about him. I mean, yeah, he’s well-known at our university but the days before that night, everything about him (that I know) changed.

We had dinner at a restaurant. An unexpected dinner. People were staring at himโ€” at us, actually. I didn’t know why (well I guess I know but I’m not sure) (or maybe because 1) he’s too tall 2) they know him because they may have watched the earlier seasons of UAAP) but I find it so awkward at first.

So I kept everything, especially myself, casual as much as possible. Till he opened up about certain things and stuff.. And yeah, it eventually went casual. I opened up things about my past, too. How shitty it went. Yeah I got opened with stuff about my ex. Just like him.

Then I told him about the peanut butter joke and my other corny jokes and he told his jokes too. Major benta!

And that night, just right in front of me, someone actually thought I was funny.

I honestly didn’t think that he’d be fun to be with. I guess I assumed too quickly about his personality before I even met him. It was already 9 in the evening and we hurried up to LRT to catch the last trip. We got inside, and again, people were staring at him. He showed me a screenshot of something. An iMessage conversation to be specific. Dated March 2014.

It was a message from me to him.
He took a screenshot of my text, greeting him a happy birthday.

It was March. Fucking March. He had a screenshot of my message greeting him a happy birthday last March. Oh. My. God.
I felt really flattered though.

Dropped me off at Edsa and I went home. We went out after that night. And the days after that night. So we’re like going out now.

Again, I didn’t like him.

Not until now.

Our conversations are so random it goes from mermaids to UFOs to biblical vs scientific theories to Marianas trench to pirates… I mean, cmon, you don’t really just find someone who agrees with the same shit as you every time, right? Plus, one time when we were inside his car, he played songs from Coldplay.

And that’s it. That is fucking it.
I never thought he’d like Coldplay as much as I do. Although he makes me listen to this song called Crazy and he said it’s for me. I looked up the lyrics and I was all like Oh. (Well it’s up for you guys if you wanna look it up though) Many things have actually happened. Sweet things. The unexpected things. He’s unexpected. Totally.

Although, I’m really afraid. I’m afraid to get emotionally attached to someone again. I don’t want to feel the pain my ex made me feel. But I guess I like him… I don’t know. I see my ex happy with his life right now, saw his new girl, yeah I’m happy for him. I don’t think I should be bitter since I have already moved on.

So this guy’s identity is kept hidden. Unless otherwise someone sees us out in public, or somewhat close like that. I will post about who he is when the time is right. I still don’t know when, though. I guess when I’m already sure with my feelings…

Photo Clues

Remember my post about having myself get a little too caught up with someone who doesn’t even like me back? Well, turns out, if you focus more on what’s going on with your own life instead of stalking someone you don’t even know personally on Twitter, and mind other people and give them a shot, it goes great.

It was a Thursday and my friend and I encountered a sudden mishap concerning my money when we were ordering stuff at Tupperware for our Marketing subject. It’s actually a long story about finding who took my money when my friend was waiting in line. So to make the long story short, we found who took my money via CCTV. The manager reviewed it and luckily, the lady (who took my money) was still there. So yeah she gave it back lol I mean, LOL kailan nagsinungaling ang CCTV? Hahahaha.

And then I received a call. A call from someone. An unexpected call. A call from a guy who’s been asking me out since God knows when.

I didn’t like him.

I honestly never thought that we would actually go out. It was on the spot and I didn’t wanna go home that early so there’s no choice left for me but to have dinner with someone I don’t really wanna go out with. I didn’t really like him at first because of the things that I’ve been hearing about him. I mean, yeah, he’s well-known at our university but the days before that night, everything about him (that I know) changed.

We had dinner at a restaurant. An unexpected dinner. People were staring at himโ€” at us, actually. I didn’t know why (well I guess I know but I’m not sure) (or maybe because 1) he’s too tall 2) they know him because they may have watched the earlier seasons of UAAP) but I find it so awkward at first.

So I kept everything, especially myself, casual as much as possible. Till he opened up about certain things and stuff.. And yeah, it eventually went casual. I opened up things about my past, too. How shitty it went. Yeah I got opened with stuff about my ex. Just like him.

Then I told him about the peanut butter joke and my other corny jokes and he told his jokes too. Major benta!

And that night, just right in front of me, someone actually thought I was funny.

I honestly didn’t think that he’d be fun to be with. I guess I assumed too quickly about his personality before I even met him. It was already 9 in the evening and we hurried up to LRT to catch the last trip. We got inside, and again, people were staring at him. He showed me a screenshot of something. An iMessage conversation to be specific. Dated March 2014.

It was a message from me to him.
He took a screenshot of my text, greeting him a happy birthday.

It was March. Fucking March. He had a screenshot of my message greeting him a happy birthday last March. Oh. My. God.
I felt really flattered though.

Dropped me off at Edsa and I went home. We went out after that night. And the days after that night. So we’re like going out now.

Again, I didn’t like him.

Not until now.

Our conversations are so random it goes from mermaids to UFOs to biblical vs scientific theories to Marianas trench to pirates… I mean, cmon, you don’t really just find someone who agrees with the same shit as you every time, right? Plus, one time when we were inside his car, he played songs from Coldplay.

And that’s it. That is fucking it.
I never thought he’d like Coldplay as much as I do. Although he makes me listen to this song called Crazy and he said it’s for me. I looked up the lyrics and I was all like Oh. (Well it’s up for you guys if you wanna look it up though) Many things have actually happened. Sweet things. The unexpected things. He’s unexpected. Totally.

Although, I’m really afraid. I’m afraid to get emotionally attached to someone again. I don’t want to feel the pain my ex made me feel. But I guess I like him… I don’t know. I see my ex happy with his life right now, saw his new girl, yeah I’m happy for him. I don’t think I should be bitter since I have already moved on.

So this guy’s identity is kept hidden. Unless otherwise someone sees us out in public, or somewhat close like that. I will post about who he is when the time is right. I still don’t know when, though. I guess when I’m already sure with my feelings…

Posted: August 07, 2014 with 22 notes
Under: 2014, august, rc,

I donโ€™t know if this is really necessary but Iโ€™m gonna tell you a story about me liking a boy who never liked me back. My summer 2014 was clearly coming to an end and all I could think of is that boy and how I should start the conversation (simply because if I donโ€™t initiate the first contact, there will NEVER be any contact) so I prepped up and planned everything in my head until he replied. I figured that if heโ€™s not interested he wouldnโ€™t even reply to my message. I texted him first five times for at least 2 months, and luckily, he replied. Small talks and whatnot. He didnโ€™t reply for a couple of times of the five contact initiations, though. And for the whole summer I wondered when he will ever text me first. So there we were, planning upon hanging out. The date, the meeting place, everything has been set only to find out that he would cancel it on the last minute. That was the last straw. I figured that he really doesnโ€™t like me or he will never like me. No matter how much attention other people of the opposite sex are giving me, it will never be enough to fill the feeling of having the only person that I like, like me back.

The shallowest thing here is that I havenโ€™t even seen him in person yet. Ever. This is the shallowest infatuation I have ever experienced. And this is one of the cons the social media has. Donโ€™t get me wrong, heโ€™s a friend of a friend of a super close friend of mine.

And for my subtweets, I feel really embarassed. Total humiliation. I donโ€™t know why but I have a feeling he gets it. He had the right to assume though (if ever) because he actually was the one I was referring to.

So now, Iโ€™m busying myself with other things. I seldom crush on guys but when I crush, damn. This oneโ€™s a tough one. I can never get over the person I like until I find a new one.

Posted: July 28, 2014 with 12 notes
Under: july, 2014, crush,

Guess I missed out on a lot of things around here

It’s been weeks since I last updated my blog. I’ve been really busy with school and band stuff for the past few weeks and I needed to focus on our first single. I’m liking everything that’s been happening, actually. Although in some cases, I don’t even understand why I’m upset in the middle of the night thinking about some things.

Also, I went back and forth from south to north last week just to charge my gadgets. My bandmates and I chilled at our lead’s crib. It was nice hanging out with those guys. They actually make me forget about the bullshit of their kind.

So yeah, there, I just updated my blog! Hahaha!

Plus, that sunset was the prettiest sunset I have ever seen. I would like to share seeing the sun set with whoever, I guess, soon. :)

Paper HeartSo Rhea and I were walking at the walkway just earlier this evening when suddenly some guy was running and stopped right in front of me and gave me this. He said “Share the love, classmate!” And ran off right after he said it.

That was, by far, the cutest encounter I have ever had with a stranger ever. ๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ‘

Paper Heart

So Rhea and I were walking at the walkway just earlier this evening when suddenly some guy was running and stopped right in front of me and gave me this. He said โ€œShare the love, classmate!โ€ And ran off right after he said it.

That was, by far, the cutest encounter I have ever had with a stranger ever. ๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ‘

Posted: July 08, 2014 with 11 notes
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Call us infinite ๐Ÿ’š๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’– #vscocam  (at Splash Island - Southwoods, Binan, Laguna)

Call us infinite ๐Ÿ’š๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’– #vscocam (at Splash Island - Southwoods, Binan, Laguna)

Posted: July 06, 2014 with 7 notes
Under: vscocam,
Mga hinaing, sigaw, at pithaya.  (at Adamson University)

Mga hinaing, sigaw, at pithaya. (at Adamson University)

Posted: July 04, 2014 with 4 notes
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